Monday, February 02, 2026

Two Years Now

With Li Chuang on Feb 3
 Today Dinah and I celebrate the two year anniversary of landing in Hong Kong with 611 Bread of Life Church! Tomorrow we go to the Gardens by the Bay to celebrate, pray and bless the land : )   

 Yesterday I realised that February 2 this year is the day that marks  the beginning of a “new year” for trees in Israel. Known as Tu Bishvat, this day marks the season in which the earliest-  blooming trees in Israel emerge from their winter sleep and begin   a new fruit-bearing cycle.

 Its origins come from the laws of agriculture found Scripture. God's people needed a way to calculate the age of trees for tithing and agricultural laws so the sages established Tu BiShvat as the 'birthday' of trees. It marked a point when new fruit-bearing trees were considered to be a year older for the purposes of offerings.

 In Israel today, Tu BiShvat has taken on a new significance. It is celebrated as a day of tree planting, environmental awareness, and thanksgiving for the land of Israel.

Gardens by the Bay on Feb 3
One beautiful tradition of Tu BiShvat in Israel is the planting of trees. This practice fulfills biblical prophecy! God promised to restore the land of Israel, turning its once-barren landscapes into fruitful fields in Isaiah 35:1-2.

We remember that Lucifer has assaulted the earth since he fell from Heaven. In his hatred for life and the Life-Giver, he seeks to de-create and ultimately desecrate what was made to be beautiful.

God promises that life wins. The biblical story that started in a garden with two trees will come full circle with restoration and the Tree of Life, “whose leaves are for the healing of the nations” (Rev. 22:2). 

Today - two years later - my bride and I are back in Singapore. And planting the tree of life here. This new tree will grow and become a forest of trees of life. A garden city!

Wednesday, December 10, 2025

Cell group Journey: A Year of Thanksgiving

Meeting at the Mason's

Back in mid-Nov 2024, a thought came about starting a cell group. Shorly after, Hadassah asks Dinah if we are starting a cell group. Not long after Ruby encourages us to consider starting a cell group. 

Dinah and I feel this is the Holy Spirit. We get back to Hadassah and she introduces David and Joyce to us. They are local. In the same month Michael and Kerry arrive with their their girls from South Africa.   

Dinah and I spend time with David and Joyce. They're newly married and speak English. We also meet up with Michael and Kerry. Both couples are ready! We begin meeting weekly in Jan - stepping forward in faith and unity. 

Hello Daniel 

 The forming stage is fun. David and Joyce have us over to their home during the Lunar New Year. We try meeting weekly at the Mason's apartment. Our first highlight is Mar 21 when Joyce experiences inner healing in our weekly meeting, a beautiful testimony of His restoring love!

 Holy Spirit continues to move. On Apr 6, Joyce attends the Sower course and is baptised in the Spirit! She begins praying in tongues. We are all so excited for her, rejoicing in the work of the Holy Spirit. Now husband and wife pray in tongues together! 

Hello Pablo & Jos. Pastor Joshua drops by  

We rejoice with Michael and Kerry when Courtney gets water baptised - in May. Not long after, Daniel joins us. He's Korean and speaks English with a British twang. I'm thankful for each new heart God brings into our midst. 

In Aug, Pablo and Joselyn join! They're learning English being Spanish speakers from Costa Rica. Now we've Costa Ricans, Hong Kongers, Singaporeans, South Africans and a Korean. This expands our spiritual family and broadens our horizons.

Daniel baptised

 In Sep, we rejoice with Pablo and Jos and Michael and Kerry as Ian and Hayley are baptised in water. Daniel is baptised too. What a joy to witness their public declaration of faith! 

 It's a miracle to see Daniel taking this step. We've been encouraging him for 5 months. In this period he dropped out of church. But Holy Spirit led him back. Now his parents are present to witness his baptism. Stella and us are overjoyed for Daniel.  

Joyce welcomed as member!

There's a mini-miracle in Oct. Dinah and I were away in Amen 611 in Macau at end-Sep. And missed the membership application deadline for Joyce. It does not help that I missed the bulletin announcement which is in Chinese. After returning from Macau, I apologise to Joyce and act to expedite her application. Oct 19th comes and it's a joyous moment for Joyce, David, their family and all of us as she is warmly welcomed as a member! 

Round about this period, Daniel starts joining a church nearer to his new place. Three months earlier he moved much further away. We miss him but remain thankful for the season we shared together. We ourselves will relocate soon.

Transition continues in Nov. We speak with Pablo and Jos, and with David and Joyce about new groups. Then Pablo and Jos with their boys host the Masons then us for farewell meals.
The originals: 12-7

 On Dec 7, the Masons and us are commissioned to return to our home countries to plant churches. On the day we celebrate God’s calling and the fruit of discipleship among us. Two days later we fly off, stepping into new chapters. David and Joyce send us off at the airport with prayers, blessing, and thanksgiving for all that God has done through our cell group.

 With grateful hearts, we see God’s faithfulness in every step of our journey together. Through every beginning, every breakthrough, and every sending, we give thanks to God for His faithfulness in 2025.


Sunday, December 07, 2025

Commissioning

 

Isaiah 61:1
 Dinah and I are so happy to welcome our twins to HK on Friday. They rest a little before there is rehearsal for this Sun. This is followed by dinner and Fortress Prayer. This starts off a very memorable weekend!

 Crystal and Eunice take the twins shopping on Sat as Dinah and I catch up with Michael and Kerry. Afterward the twins finalise their testimonies as we join the Sat service for the last time! Our family reunite at dinner in TKV. Later Dinah refines their testimonies as I firm up my sermon.

Starting from Punggol

Sunday morning starts with makeup. Then we rehearse and pray. The first service gets going when the Nkhoma's are being commissioned. In the second service, we get right into the re-enactment. This is the first time we serve together in HK! It's super enjoyable : )

This is immediately followed by Deborah sharing her testimony. Then Daniel shares his testimony. Their sharing touch me deeply. I am moved as I go to preach. Then I see my brother with his wife and their son on the second row. Now I'm choking as I start preaching.

Re-enactment
 I'm so excited to have my family and my brother's family present. I  speak from Isaiah 61. Our spiritual papa, Pastor Joshua comes up to wrap up the sermon segment. He then invites our entire family onto the platform. He addresses Deborah and Daniel. And we are invited to kneel. Each person from the leadership team prays for us one by one. I feel impartation upon impartation as pastor after pastor lay hands on me!

Pastor Deborah prophesies for us and our new church. It's so inspiring. Several areas are similar to the prophecy we received on 28th Sep in Macau.

Commissioning
Our spiritual mama C-Mo presents us gifts. Each one is meaningful. She addresses Dinah on her new role as C-Mo of Garden City. Pastor Joshua addresses me. The entire time is filled with joyful moments. There is much laughter : ) This commissioning is super unconventional.
A joyful affair

 We even take photos together with the congregation. This is our family in Hong Kong! Our commissioning service ends with a song and a benediction. I'm still so moved!

 The Eagles team rush up to take photos. Friends come with gifts. Our former cell group come to take photos. My brother's family join us. And the next service is starting!
Family celebration

We join the third service where the Masons will be commisioned. Afterward there's an official photoshoot. Then photos with various ones. Incuding our cell group.

Finally we bid goodbyes, gather gifts and go back in a taxi. We leave the suits and gifts at home. I breathe then go celebrate with my brother and his family. And later with our housemates. 127 is a special, special day!

Sunday, February 02, 2025

One year mark

First time
 Today is our one year anniversary in Hong Kong! We made it so far! Celebrations will come later. 

 First we preach - four times! And this weekend is also our debut at the Mercy Seat. After our first sermon on Sat afternoon, four pastors give feedback. So we rework our entire outline. Boy are we tired that night.   

 After the first Sun service, Pastor Joshua asks us to throw preaching notes away. With fear and trembling we do. And preach with freedom the next two services. First time without notes! 

Taiwanese Steakhouse
Are we glad it's all over at 230 pm : ) We change into civilian clothes and jump on a coach with Stella, Mimi and Miho. The coach takes us north to Shenzhen Bay in Guangdong

Well our 1-year training visa expires today. Our new work visa has been approved. But it needs to be activated.

Visa activated 
First up we celebrate our one year anniversary : ) Stella, Mimi and Miho celebrate with us. Stella takes us to a Taiwanese steakhouse. It's a nice place. The girls are happy. Dinah and I are also happy, but also exhausted.
  
 We finally make it back to Hong Kong late on Sunday. So touched that our friends go with us on this cross-border trip. Here's our photo right after getting our new visa activated. Now we really need some sleep. 

  It's been a long and very challenging weekend! And it's been a challenging but a very good year in Hong Kong - with our new spiritual family. 
 

Monday, January 27, 2025

Unlocked

 

Locksmith Basil
 It's Mon so I go to to the rooftop to hang laundry. Then I turn the knob but the steel door will not open. I don't have my phone. I shout but no one hears.  After a long time I see Rose - Eben and Sau Wing's helper - on their balcony one floor below. I shout: "I’m stuck. Please call my wife." She nods. Soon Dinah knocks on the door but I have the key. We arrange that I throw the keys down so Dinah can get it to open the door from the inside. 

 Dinah and Rose try. But it will not open from the inside too. Our housemate Pei Er try. She calls the maintenance guy but the door just wil not open. Initially I felt calm and did not panic. But the overhead sun is very glaring since it is noon. I am feeling cold.

Spiderman Hong
As time passed I feel worried and felt like smashing the old lock. It is cold at 16 C and I am in a t-shirt and shorts with slippers. I put on Dinah’s tiny washed jumper which is dry by this time. 

Our top floor neighbour Mr Yan hears the noise and comes out. By this time Basil and Hong arrive responding to Dinah's call for help. Mr Yan opens his window for Hong to climb up to the roof then down to where I am. 

I feel exhausted at this point but am so glad to see Hong climb to the roof top carrying a ladder.

Unlocked
 Basil works on the lock from the inside whilst Hong works on the lock from the outside. Exhaustion is setting in but I no longer feel alone up here. 

 The door is finally unlocked after 2 hours. I am cold, dehydrated, sunburnt and quite traumatised. But feel so glad to be rescued. So happy to see Dinah, Pei Er, Rose, Basil, Hong and Yan! 

 Basil hugs me. He says that these things happen when we are about to preach. He means that distractions happen but we also get a true story to share with the people : ) 


The moment
Earlier Pei Er wisely asks Dinah to take photos because she like Basil knew that Holy Spirit is doing something. So we have photos now : ) 

After everyone leave, Pei Er, Dinah and I reflect over lunch. We are thankful to be planted in this Tree of Life community. Our plans were disrupted - PeiEr was on her way to play badminton; Basil was hosting lunch; Hong was on his way for an appointment. But each came without hesitation. And it was the first time we met our neighbour. I just felt so thankful. 

Rose & Pei Er
  After lunch, Pei Er starts to worship. Then she says this must mean something. It dawns on us that 27th Jan is the day Dinah and I are supposed to leave HK after a year here. Our return flight is scheduled to depart at 2:10 pm. 

 It's significant I'm unlocked at 2 pm, rescued by our new family. It's symbolic I'm unlocked - from old paradigms of pastoring, from suppression and fears. And launched into a new destiny - becoming a Tree of Life for the nations.




Monday, December 30, 2024

We're home

Weimin muscles
 30th of Dec is a special day. Prior to this, Dinah and I have been preparing our new home in Ting Kau Villa (TKV). Hong and our housemates helped. C-Mo mama first told us about TKV in July. She prepared a home for us!   

 Two Mondays ago Jason helped move some items. Today Weimin and I make three trips in his car to move our belongings to our new home. Moving is hard work. So he, Dinah and I enjoy a nice meal in Gold Coast!  

 Inside, our new housemates Catherine and Pei Er welcome us : )  Leora is still in Taiwan attending to her dad.

Welcome party

Dinah and I unpack till late. And she is still recovering from our overseas trip back from Tai Chung.  

We awake on Tue, 31st Dec with our backs rather sore. Turns out that we are not used to sleeping on hard mattresses. So we discover that mattress pads can help and we dont need to get new mattresses : ) 

First we go to our service apartment. We are in suite 770 for our final time. Our lease ends today.  I look out into the cove and admire the view. Then we give thanks to God for our 11 months here. We say goodbye to this place. And go to return the key.

We say goodbye to the staff whom we know. They wave us off. A new chapter begins. 

Goodbye Suite 770

 Off we go to Ikea to order a mattress pad. And we bump into Jojo who travelled to Tai Chung with us!  The three of us have an impromptu catch up here in Ikea : )

 Dinah and I head back to Ting Kau. We go meet up with Justin and June. They take us to a new tai pai tong for dinner. Always nice local food with J & J!

 After dinner the four of us head off to the Fortress prayer. It's Dinah and I my first time at this New Year Eve prayer time. Everyone worship and pray - all the way into the New Year.

 After prayer, we wish everyone Happy New Year and take photos. We get a ride home and it's already early the next day!            

Welcome Meal

Wed is a holiday here : ) Us housemates have an impromptu brunch together. This becomes our first meal of 2025 - with our new family! After an extended brunch, we go collect our mattress pad.  

At night Catherine and Pei Er organise a welcome dinner for us. Now we enjoy an extended dinner together : ) 

From this point - living in TKV, we both feel that we're home!


Thursday, December 26, 2024

Four days in Tai Chung

Jiingjun's mom & niece
 Our first time in Taichung happened to coincide with our first-ever Christmas-time conference. It felt significant, almost poetic, that our introduction to this city was wrapped in worship, family, and the shared joy of believers gathered for the Tree of Life Family Gathering (Dec 23–26, 2024) for 611 Taiwan churches.

 Day One – Arrival and First Impressions
Mabel, William & David

 We awoke early—5:30 a.m. Breakfast was at Hong Kong International Airport with Jingjun after check in. There’s something grounding about beginning a journey over a simple meal. When we arrived, Taichung greeted us with a rainy 19°C temperature—wet and refreshing.

A warm cuppa with William and Mabel at the hotel set the tone. Next JoJo's husband David - our local guide - guided us to wander through 

Cell group folks @ gathering 

Eslite Spectrum - such a unique mall, more than just shopping, almost like a cultural space. The ladies enjoyed shopping while William and I grabbed a quick bite before a late lunch— featuring live cockles. It was a full day of travel and settling in. Dinah wasn’t feeling well, which reminded me how even in meaningful moments, there are quiet challenges running alongside the joy.

 Day Two – Receiving and Being Stretched

24th December began with breakfast again with William and Mabel—these small routines of connection became anchors for what's ahead.

Received

Session 1 stirred expectation. Lunch with our Hong Kong cell group felt like home away from home. Session 2 was especially impactful—spiritually passing through the mother’s birth canal spoke deeply about transition, uncertainty, and emergence into new life. It wasn’t teaching; it was healing. 

Pic by Charlie

 When Joey called me up to help receive and to pray, I felt both surprised and stretched. Later I was tired—physically and emotionally—but deeply glad. There’s a particular exhaustion that comes from being poured out spiritually, yet it carries a quiet joy. What a unique Christmas Eve!

Dining together on 24th

 Dinner with Catherine, Samuel, Cherie, Justine, June, Charlie and Mee Ling was filled with laughter and warmth. The session later, based on Chandler & Claire's story, was deeply moving. Narrative carries power—the lived faithfulness of God through ordinary people.

Day Three – Tears and Celebration

Johnny & Kelly from Tainan

 25th December didn’t feel commercial or hurried. It felt sacred.

 Sessions 4 and 5 continued to build layer upon layer. Lunch with folks from our former church and then dinner with friends from Tainan created breathing spaces between encounters. Conversations over meals often minister as much as the sessions themselves.

 The night session—the story of Peter and Daisy from Taipei—was a tearjerker. I found myself reflecting on faithfulness, endurance, and love that perseveres through seasons of suffering. Yet the tears gave way to celebration. It felt like Christmas in its truest sense: sorrow and joy intertwined, redemption shining through brokenness.

Day Four – Closing and Carrying It Home

Qingyun, Jessalyn & Tiffany

The final session (Session 7) carried a sense of completion, yet also commissioning. Conferences end, but what is deposited must continue. Our lunch with Qingyun, Jessalyn, and Tiffany before flying back felt like a Singapore connection and definitely a gentle landing after an intense few days. This al fresco lunch was our final meal in Tai Chung. We walked around before we finally settled on a place. But it was fun as it was memorable. And the girls even introduced us to hot tea with bubbles. 

ToL Family Gathering

 As I reflect, a few things stay with me:

  • Family matters. Shared breakfasts, spontaneous prayers and corridor convos were as formative as main sessions.

  • Spiritual growth often feels like transition. The birth canal healing lingers—growth is rarely comfortable but leads to new life.

  • God moves thru stories. True stories soften hearts in ways arguments never can.

  • Firsts are gifts. Our first time in Taichung. Our first Christmas conference. Both marked by stretching, tears, fatigue, and deep gladness.

This trip wasn’t about presents or festivities. It was about presence—God’s presence, and the presence of spiritual family. And in that, Taichung will always hold a special place in our hearts.

Thursday, July 11, 2024

Wedding Anniversary @ HK

Grizzy Mountain Runaway Mine car 

 Our first wedding anniversary here was made even more special by celebrating with dear friends in Hong Kong — and spending the day at HK Disneyland.

Stark 4D ride

 We’re so grateful to have shared it with Danny and Julie, their lovely sons Nathaniel and Nicholas from Singapore, and Mariya from Ukraine. Being surrounded by friends from different parts of the world made the celebration feel even more meaningful. Danny was the friend who without knowing what happened two weeks ago shared the word of knowledge that was encouraging and super timely. 

It's a small, small world

 This was our second time at Disneyland — our first was with our twins at Disneyland Park in Anaheim — and returning brought back such sweet memories while creating beautiful new ones.

Super fun ride

 We stayed until late, leaving only after the fireworks at the end, tired but so full of joy. Danny and Julie persuaded us to join them, and we’re truly thankful they did. It was exactly what our hearts needed.

After the downer 2 weeks ago, today felt deeply restorative — a gift of laughter, gentle conversations, shared rides and chats while waiting in line.

Final pose

We’re very thankful for friendship, for love, and for moments like these that remind us how blessed we are. Holy Spirit knew the right time for us to receive a lift! And guided our friends to schedule their family holiday to Hong Kong during this time!

Tomorrow we'll go celebrate our anniversary - just the two of us. Right now I'm so grateful to the Holy Spirit for His love and kindness through Danny and Julie. 

 

  
 

Monday, July 01, 2024

First Cell Group retreat

With a grateful heart, I look back on our very first cell group retreat in Hong Kong —a weekend woven together by waiting, laughter, heat, heart-felt conversations, and God’s presence.
Huge roundtable

 After worship on Sunday morning, we boarded a direct coach bound for Liangtang Port of Entry, excited. The five of us Singapore passport holders—HanWei, his two kids, Dinah, and I—waited 90 minutes to clear immigration. It wasn’t the most comfortable start, but even in the waiting, there was anticipation. Holy Spirit was already teaching us patience before the retreat had fully begun.

Airbnb karaoke 

 All 22 of us eventually checked into a huge Airbnb in Jiao Chang Wei, a charming coastal village in Shenzhen. The anticipation and the joy of being together felt like a gift. That evening, we gathered for seafood around a grand roundtable that could seat 22 comfortably! It felt symbolic—one table, one family.

The six kids formed their own “band,” complete with animated performances—though there was no live music. Their laughter filled the room more beautifully than any soundtrack could. Back at the house, couples took turns at karaoke while the children entertained themselves. It was pure fun seeing couples belt out their favourite Cantonese classics. Later, our cell leaders Jason and Jessica invited Dinah and I to share about our week. It was a very rough week, but our cell group surrounded us in prayer. In that moment, we were reminded that community is not just about celebration—it is about carrying one another’s burdens. We felt seen, heard, and upheld.

Help: Summer heat

 We ordered breakfast in on Monday and lingered over heart-to-heart conversations. There was no rush—just space to listen, reflect, and connect more deeply.

 Later, we ventured to Dapeng Fortress. The historic stone walls stood quietly under the blazing summer sun, reminding us of legacy. The heat drove us into an a/c refuge in a café, where Dinah and I had meaningful conversations with Jingjun and folks. Simple moments over cold drinks became sacred pauses.

Hakka cuisine

Later someone introduced us to stinky tofu—an experience few of us will soon forget! What started as hesitation turned into laughter and shared adventure. Lunch at a Hakka restaurant followed, rich with flavours and friendship. 

On the taxi ride back to Hong Kong, HanWei, Jingjun, Dinah and I shared one of those rare, unhurried conversations that only happen when you are traveling together—honest, reflective, grateful. Their kids slept. Though we adults were physically exhausted, our hearts felt more connected than ever.

Pic by Jessie

 This retreat was more than a getaway. It was family expressed in shared meals, prayer circles, sweaty walks under the summer sun, children’s laughter, late-night karaoke, and vulnerable conversations. 

 I thank our heavenly Father:

  •  For safe travels across borders.

  •  For children who bring joy.

  •  For honest conversations that deepen friendships.

  • For being present in both waiting lines and worship songs.

  • For the gift of family that prays and listens.

Our first cell group retreat here will always be remembered—not because everything was perfect, but because God met us in every moment.

With a thankful heart, I look forward to more journeys together.

Friday, February 02, 2024

The Day

Send off

Dinah had not slept much the past 3 nights, busy packing. I did not sleep well those same nights with my mind on the move. Today we awake early. And say to each other: "It's real!" This is really happening. 

We load luggage onto Teck Huat and Linda's car. And board Suzanna 's car to the airport. There is a sendoff party. And they pray for us. We're touched and hug each one goodbye. As we walk into the secure area, the officer asks why there are so many people in the send off party : )   

My son and I
Onboard Dinah is so tired and falls asleep. I'm feeling glad to have shared my heart with the people earlier. 

Wow, we're actually relocating to a Chinese city to immerse in a Chinese church! What will this 1 year be like?

Suddenly I experience a moment of panic. I feel like going back. Holy Spirit calms my heart... Then I pray for a love for the Hong Kong people.
Weimin & Purple
 Boy am I glad to see Weimin and Purple at the HK airport! It's winter and the temperature is a nice 20C : ) We stop for a brief transit at his place to get a lugagge of ours that we sent over earlier. Here we meet Aleph, Jolyn, Basil, Ruby and Goodness : )

 Next Aleph and Purple bring us to check in to our service apartment. It's suite # 770. Aleph or Purple said: "Perfect! Perfect!" And it is just beside Ting Kau bridge, lit up with a red line. I said: "We're under the blood!"

We go in. The view of the cove is breathtaking! What a welcome sight : ) Going to enjoy this!   
Aleph & Purple

Then Aleph and Purple take us out to dinner. It's our first meal in our new home city! After a yummy local meal and catchup with long-time friends, we unpack. There are 6 large luggage to work through. Also, we realise we do need groceries and household essentials. Plus there are tonnes of texts to reply. Exhausted, I sleep at 1:30 am and Dinah at 3 am.  

Sunday, May 05, 2019

Grace upon Grace

Two Sundays ago, we were on the way to my sister-in-law's place for dinner when Dinah asked how I felt about the upcoming commissioning. This triggered a flashback. Memories started flooding my mind. I was brought back to 1996 when we discovered that Dinah was pregnant – with twins. We were going to be first-time parents. Everything was going to change. Just 1 month later, I was asked to serve as Senior Pastor of our former church. I had just turned 28. And this invitation came out of the blue. Everything was going to change for our church. After much prayer, my pregnant wife and I stepped into this assignment with fear and trembling. Looking back, God’s grace was on us as parents and for the ministry assignment.

In recent years, I was led to pioneer sexual wholeness and then whole life discipleship. Working with different churches was new. Again, there was grace. It was serving here when Dinah and I got reconnected with RiverLife Church through Pastor Lionel. Eventually Pastor Lionel and Elder Aaron would invite Dinah and I to serve with them in RiverLife. You can read that story here  http://benkclee.blogspot.com/2018/03/another-transition.html. Once again we were not expecting this – but it happened. Here is another perspective of the same story  http://www.riverlife.org.sg/leadership-succession.

After 5-10 seconds of flashbacks, I answered Dinah - "I feel God’s grace again being invited to serve as Senior Pastor the second time." (The difference this time: Dinah is not pregnant and I am no longer 28.) The moment I replied was when I realised the date of the commissioning was 05/05. Right then it struck me that the number five is associated with grace and redemption. There were two fives on the date so double grace. That's what I told Dinah - double grace. She replied, “grace upon grace”. And so we both came to this Scripture.

"For from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace" John 1:16 (ESV)

Today is 05/05. This morning I was commissioned by our elders and senior leaders to serve as Senior Pastor. Our outgoing Senior Pastor Lionel Goh was smiling radiantly. He has been very happy for quite a few months. In his final message today as our Senior Pastor, he smilingly said that he and I are the happiest persons present. He was certainly very happy. The emotion I felt leading up to this morning and this morning was not quite happiness but a range actually.  
I do feel a sense of excitement for what's ahead that's mixed with the realisation of what's needed.This might have been how I also felt in 1996. I am sure there is happiness in there somewhere : ) Today I felt very encouraged. Our close friends were present, standing with us. Our twins could witness today's commissioning. They missed the first time because they were still in the womb during March 1996. Then the commissioning service today was very authentic and very honouring. Both services moved many hearts deeply. It felt like something shifted today.

In my message as incoming Senior Pastor, I encouraged our people that when everything seems to be changing, Deuteronomy 31:2-3 (from Pastor Lionel's message) reminds us that God remains the same. He never changes. He is faithful, and that:
“For from his fullness we have all received, grace upon grace” John 1:16 (ESV)

With this assurance - I called our church to join hearts and walk together to prepare the Bride of Christ for the imminent return of the Bridegroom.